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Few weeks ago...2 sis of mine came bak...n v went to iccc for dinner...v ate western food...n i ordered black pepper lamb shoulder chop as usual...i love to eat lamb chop so so much...n i kept ordering the same thing everytime i go there...there had some music that v r familiar with...v sang along...chat n laugh wif my family...i really cherish the moment my family n i spent together...my 2 sis not in ipoh n i'm juz so lonely...when they com bak...i will be very happy coz can eat something nice...my dad sure will bring them go eat something nice...hope u guys will com bak as many times as u can...bcoz i'm lonely...
my eldest sis n i...
fake smile forced by my 2nd sis hu's taking the pic from us...
do v look alike???
miss u guys so much...
xoxo...
What is a friend?There are acquaintances,casual friendships,close friendships,and intimate friendships.We all have acquaintances,faces we recognize and people we greet by name.Casual friendships happen through continued contact.Close friendships are developed through sharing of interests and spending time together in certain activities.
But intimate friendships are what everyone desires and needs.These are friends that stay with us no matter what.They listen to us and are genuinely interested in what is best for us.They always tell us the truth,even if it hurts sometimes.But that's okay because they are interested in our well-being.
When you're in trouble or facing a difficult situation,who do you depend on to help you sort it all out?Who do you wish you could turn to?Everyone wants the kind of friend that will be there for them no matter what.
Who are you friends?Are they just acquaintances,or intimate friends?Sometimes even our friends may let us down,but there is one that is sure-arguments strengthen friendships because when you nearly lost your friend,you'll know how important every friend of yours is and you'll need them by your side forever.
so what will it be???
truce or consequences???
what happens next???
only time will tell...
xoxo...
gossip girl...
Who am i to u???
who am i to everyone???
entertainer???
joker???
clown???
or enemy???
if i'm the entertainer,joker n clown,
hu is going to entertain me???
hu is going to tell joke to me???
hu is going to make me happy???
am i the starter???
should i start everything first???
if yes,
y???
y should i start a conversation every time first???
i start conversations for many years edi...
n i'm tired with tat...
y can't all of u juz start a conversation???
is starting a conversation so hard to u guys???
n bcoz i look fierce,u all not dare to start a conversation???
wat law is tat???
is tat a law tat nvr ever start a conversation with somebody hu has a fierce face???
i hav a fierce face so wat???
then those ppl hu have fierce face mai very charm lo???
nobody will talk to them...
my face is lik tat when i'm outside...
wat to do???
i'm lik tat since young...
cannot change...
so tat means nobody will start a conversation with me lo???
it's not fair to those ppl hu hav fierce face...
treat me as best fren???
really???
i dun think so...
if u guys r treating me as best fren,
y can't u guys juz start a conversation with me???
r best frens lik tat???
absolutely not...
i oso dunnoe wat happened to us...
i juz wanna say...
everything i do...
got its own purpose...
i treat everyone the same...
i nvr change...
i'm lik tat all the time...
don't u think i suffer more than u guys???
u still hav each other...
but i don't...
u think i dun sad at all???
nvr cry at all???
every time when i thought of u guys or read ur blog...
u think i dun sad???
i on9 in my aunt's hse...
they're having party...
but i'm sitting a side...
reading ur blog...
n i juz burst in tears...
tears juz flow down to my cheek without stopping...
n they looked at me using weird expressions...
n i said i'm tired,wanna sleep n yawning...
i juz can't control my tears...
i kept wiping my tears...
u thought i not hurt at all???
i nvr said u guys' bad thing behind all of u...
mayb i juz say ur things...
but not saying bad...
i should ask tis ques...
i'm not sure whether u guys r always talking bad of me behind me...
i thought frens should belief each other...
but y would u guys thought tat i'm writing abt u guys in the previous blog???
actually...
i'm not...
i'm saying somebody tat irritates me in ur class...
n i'm not the only one who hate her...
my whole class oso hate her n a few of them but not u guys so so much...
she is the one hu spoil our frenship...
hu she think she is???
n she is the one hu lost her own best fren...
y u guys will think i'm writing abt u guys???
i noe she told u guys tat i wrote abt u guys...
everything is bcoz of her...
she talk my bad things to u guys...
n pls dun blief her...
i nvr seen such a fake person lik her...
she purposely said my bad things in front of u guys...
n she spoils our frenship...
i oso dunnoe y our class will fight against each other...
dun u think is bcoz of her???
she took charge of everything...
n talked our class' bad thing to ur class...
she thought she is the head in the class???
hu she think she is???
a faker n person hu betray others for her own benefits...
n i hate tis kind of person so so much...
i noe everybody sure will hate me very much for saying bad abt her...
but i don't care...
i muz say tis out...
i really cannot stand it...
after reading my blog...
if u hate me...
juz go ahead...
i dun care...
but pls look at the true her...
dun got cheated by her fake face...
i'm sorry to say tat...
but i hav to...
n who am i???
tat's a secret i nvr tell...
you know u love me...
xoxo...
gossip girl...
Dear TVXQ...
where r u guys???
there's no news at all abt u guys...
n i need ur songs so so so so so much...
anyway...
not in a good mood...
but luckily got ur songs...
in junsu's rainy night...
i felt his sadness...
everytime when i'm down...
i 1st thing i do is listen to ur songs...
n they really made me cry... i love ur songs so much...
when i listened to ur songs...
i thought bak alot of things...
sweet n pain memories...
anyway...
i'm so angry n mad bcoz of something...
i really cannot stand those ppl in those class...
doing those such things tat made ppl so hated them...
how can they do tat???
they doesn't feel ashamed at all???
v've got bak our things...
n they hated us...
wat can v do???
they r juz so irritating...
somebody even worst...
bcoz of canteen day...
quarrelled with somebody's best fren...
n lost somebody's best fren...
wat r v fighting for???
somebody betrayed somebody bcoz of somebody's benefits...
wat kind of world is tis???
i really couldn't stand it anymore...
sometimes i will feel lik walking away without noeing or doing anything... canteen day is juz for fun n making money...not fighting all over the school...n ur class hate my class,n my class hate ur class...canteen day should be fun n it's a day tat v'll enjoy it rite???
besides...
still got many things i'm not happy with...i faced a lot of hard time n prob...i hav nobody to tell my feelings...i trust no one...nobody can keep secret...after telling them...they'll juz spread all over the place...so...i'll juz keep everything in my own heart n suffer all by myself...i'm finding a true fren of mine...but where???i need a true fren tat i blief in her n she blief in me...a true fren will not betray n will support us...but where to find???still got true fren in tis world???hard to say...but everyone needs a true fren...tis few weeks really made me suffer a alot...haiz...anyway...hope everything will be fine...n looking forward to canteen day too...do com n support 4S6's haunted hse..."The Fourth Dimension"...n yet...our haunted hse's name oso got ppl said tat v copied from some1...haiz...hard to survive in tis kind of world...What happens next???only time will tell...xoxo...gossip girl...
Long time din watch a movie...tat movie is a very old movie..."Secret"...i not really lik jay chou so nvr watch tat movie...my sis watched 2 years ago...n she said quite nice...but i nvr watch...so i juz watched tat movie...n i felt so sad...very very sad...coz this few days not really in a good mood...faced alot of problems...canteen day...hope our haunted hse will be very attractive on the day...hope everything will go smoothly...looking forward to canteen day...너라고...
my eldest sis n i...
fake smile forced by my 2nd sis hu's taking the pic from us...
