SAD SONGS...BAD MOOD....

Dear TVXQ...
where r u guys???
there's no news at all abt u guys...
n i need ur songs so so so so so much...
anyway...
not in a good mood...
but luckily got ur songs...
in junsu's rainy night...
i felt his sadness...
everytime when i'm down...
i 1st thing i do is listen to ur songs...
n they really made me cry...
i love ur songs so much...
when i listened to ur songs...
i thought bak alot of things...
sweet n pain memories...

anyway...
i'm so angry n mad bcoz of something...
i really cannot stand those ppl in those class...
doing those such things tat made ppl so hated them...
how can they do tat???
they doesn't feel ashamed at all???
v've got bak our things...
n they hated us...
wat can v do???
they r juz so irritating...
somebody even worst...
bcoz of canteen day...
quarrelled with somebody's best fren...
n lost somebody's best fren...
wat r v fighting for???
somebody betrayed somebody bcoz of somebody's benefits...
wat kind of world is tis???
i really couldn't stand it anymore...
sometimes i will feel lik walking away without noeing or doing anything...
canteen day is juz for fun n making money...
not fighting all over the school...
n ur class hate my class,n my class hate ur class...
canteen day should be fun n
it's a day tat v'll enjoy it rite???

besides...
still got many things i'm not happy with...
i faced a lot of hard time n prob...
i hav nobody to tell my feelings...
i trust no one...
nobody can keep secret...
after telling them...
they'll juz spread all over the place...
so...
i'll juz keep everything in my own heart n suffer all by myself...
i'm finding a true fren of mine...
but where???
i need a true fren tat i blief in her n she blief in me...
a true fren will not betray n will support us...
but where to find???
still got true fren in tis world???
hard to say...
but everyone needs a true fren...

tis few weeks really made me suffer a alot...
haiz...
anyway...
hope everything will be fine...
n looking forward to canteen day too...
do com n support 4S6's haunted hse...
"The Fourth Dimension"...
n yet...
our haunted hse's name oso got ppl said tat v copied from some1...
haiz...
hard to survive in tis kind of world...

What happens next???
only time will tell...
xoxo...
gossip girl...